“I have acquired an new level of insanity. A new frontier of abnormal; graduating from eccentricity. I close my lids and images form in front of me like a snap shot. In one moment i conjure a Mexican barber shop decorated with neon lights. Eery Ranchera music plays from a distance and i smell fresh adobe slabs. I open my eyes once more. Another moment i envision a baby dragon with fresh blue scales and blunt fangs. It is sitting on a stone balcony and smirking at me micheviously. I do not feel threatened but still snap out. I am amused but also fearful. Have i gone too far this time?

My body wants to eat itself from the inside out. My mind want to devours other brains. My soul is trapped in a lava lamp and perishing in imaginary throes of passion. This vision is funneled through several windows and everything feels like a dream. What truly happened and what i imagined is one in the same. I want familiar love..i want someone to rationalize my strangeness. I need to find out whether i am lacking in humanity or inversely all too human for my sake.  This is a virus. I am a virus.”

I know…. exactly…. what he is saying. 

Whoever said this….. I understand.

Thank you… <3